IF YOU WANT TO FIND ME, YOU CAN DO SO HERE......

http://www.xanga.com/home.aspx?user=bang_whoakiller

today darrik asked mandy and i if we realized that we always have a boyfriend....and ya know hes right....i think i've been single for like 2 weeks the past 3 months...but hey at least we can get them right....and its not an insecurity thing thank you..i do it because i can.

       i don't like this xanga  anymore...i'm moving on....if you want to come with me then fine. be my guest

       http://www.xanga.com/home.aspx?user=bang_whoakiller

              i don't know...i guess i will just update both..yeah both

okay so you know how people rant on about issues on their xangas...yeah i am so about to do that so read it or don't...honestly i don't care.

okay so people are all like "be yourself" to me all the time. I AM MYSELF THANK YOU! to make it clear i have so many sides to me and thats just who i am. i am so sick of people lableing me as a punk or a pretty girl. seriously do not lable me i hate it. i can wear a band t-shirt one day and a D&G sweater the next get over it.

 o yeah i am a bitch. yeah sometimes i am and thats how i like it. i can also be the nicest person you will ever meet. just be nice to me and i'll be nice back. i'm loud. i like to have fun and i'll do it how ever i want. i also can be quiet but thats not how it ussually is.

what i am trying to say is...get used to the real me because she's out and shes staying. be my friend or don't. no in betweens. read my xanga...don't read it.

honestly you have to meet me and spend time with me to know me. i love my life and the way i live it....I love God even more than that and its true that He is the only one who truley understands the point i'm trying to get across....i guess all i gosta say for now is......

                                       PEACE OUT PILOT

today we walked through a cornfield....last night we watched children of the corn...theres something wrong with that order.

          halloween...i think i love you

                                  just because of the candy....

i had to put tay down yesterday. i loved that kitten. she had a digestive disorder and the vet said i would have to feed her through a tube for the rest of her life. it wasn't fair to her or me so i said my goodbyes. she wasn't even a year old...how sad

i think its funny how i can have like 10 comments and then like 1....are you people bi-polar?...its okay i am.

so we are going to the haunt tomorrow night. i'm scared. its one of the best in country and i don't think their kidding when they say no one under 10 is allowed. thankfully i will have someone's hand to hold.

we had 26 people at the tanner today....that means we are doing okay. its going to start getting really busy, which is good because we got bills to pay ya'll.

                what are you going to be for holloween?

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